The first snow of the year in Vancouver on 25th (Sat) of November.

My Desk w/ computer. ^^

My new free Motorola Razr V3. Got the phone for free. new one. no contract. ^^
Gonna change my phone number back to Fido. ^^

I came to my tears as I watched the nativity trailer. Who can ever imagine the Anointed One born in a manger, become nothing so we can become something? Who are we to receive so much grace and mercy? It is the Father's love. What is my respond to this? I hope to reflect on the birth of Christ this year more meaningful than ever. May Christ be lifted high this Christmas season!

Nativity is the general time and place of a person's birth and early years.

The term has evolved a strong association, at least in Western civilization through the influences of Christianity, to the nativity of Jesus of Nazareth, which Christians refer to simply as The Nativity.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nativity

Indescribable by Chris Tomlin

From the highest of heights to the depths of the sea
Creation's revealing Your majesty
From the colors of fall to the fragrance of spring
Every creature unique in the song that it sings
All exclaiming

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
All powerful, untameable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God

Who has told every lightning bolt where it should go
Or seen heavenly storehouses laden with snow
Who imagined the sun and gives source to its light
Yet conceals it to bring us the coolness of night
None can fathom

Want to start off how our God is amazing. All glory to Him.  A few things to say...

1. Johnson received Christ (Nov. 20th, 2006) as his Saviour and Lord, also as a 'Master' of his life as he told me. He is in my bible study and been having a lot of spiritual conversation. That morning, I shared the booklet and pray the prayer at night with the help of Paulman. It's just amazing how God placed everything around him to realize the truth. And I'm so privileged to be a small part of this act of God.
   
2. Constantly, the message regarding consecration comes to me and believe God is working in me to place everything before God. "What Would Jesus Do?"
3. Can't survive Vancouver winter without coffee it seems. haha~~
4. Always tight on my finance but God shows so much grace to me. He is my provider. So why do you constantly worry eD?
5. Need to study hard and it seems I might attend another year or so since I'm planning to take only 1 course next semester. Without student loan, it's hard to pay the tuition fee. T.T
6. Can't wait for Winter Conference!!! yeah!!
7. Go Manchester Utd!! Can't believe they lost to Celtic. Nakamura is such a good kicker! Starting to like him. Like Gerrard's long kick. Must decide on favourite player. I like striker. ^^

 I am a loser yesterday and today and place my hope in God not tomorrow.  >.<

I love my bible study (the one I lead), not because I'm a goond lead-er, but the topics we learn and the three guys I have (Johnson, Matthew & Nathan). We learned about spending time with God and that we should give our best and holiest time to spend time with Him.

Sometimes, in Christian walk, spending time with God becomes an activity, or a thing that I HAVE to do because I want to be mature Christian. But I know I have to watch myself and not become hypocrite or be legalistic about it. If I concentration on the relationship, it becomes so enjoyable and be free of anything. It is this intimacy that God desires and also I desire and need of Him. I need Him to be my daily portion and bread. I have to eat the living bread. Only by grace that I can confidently come before Him. How exciting is that?!

I was very encouraged to see Johnson joining today's bible study even though he had an exam right after. I mean, give me a break!!! That's awesome! I really respect and honour his dedication. It seems like our bible study guys are the best and I am so proud of each one of them. I am so blessed by them and hope that I am too for them. Hopefully~~

I joined Korean Campus for Christ meeting today after my bible study, and I really enjoyed it. It seems like only Korean people have this "blessing" song. If you even wonder what this "blessing" song is, come to KC4C meeting. (I'm trying to join the meeting whenever I'm free) And not only that, I was challenged by seeing a video of one of street evangelist in Korea who was like over 80 years old and shared the message with bare feet because he promised not to wear shoes before unification of both Korea (North & South). Not only that he has a heart of Jesus full of compassion and sold everything he had to help out the homeless and poor.

I have seen this video but it always helps me to reflect on myself and need to have a character of Jesus Christ. I really need to change. So much!

Today was such interesting and encouraging day and give all glory to God the Father. Let's pray for the lost~~~

p.s I AM SO EXCITED ABOUT WINTER CONFERENCE. LET'S GO!!! (Today, I miss Alison. It's so hard to find somebody who understands you. And I know you do understand my mind!)

(Just for fun after washing my hair.)
I've been reading Galatians remembering our bible study during Calgary Project this verses challenged me:

20 I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me. 21 I do not set aside the grace of God, for if righteousness could be gained through the law, Christ died for nothing!" Galatians 2:20-21

I remember that from Rod Alm's talk, that the first priority in life is to surrender my life to Christ becoming a servant. And I know I do not want to be lukewarm in my walk with God but truly devoted to His calling. What I want to do I do no do. I struggle with sin constantly and see myself not completely devoted.

Even during my C4C bible study, today's topic was consecration in our learning of discipleship. Commitment that I made to Christ is an important one and do not want to take lightly but I do. It is not my will that should be done but God's will. It's about Christ not me. I'm no longer here or in me but only Christ. Only by Spirit that I can live that life, not by my effort. I have to fix my eyes to Jesus and follow Him. He desires obedience and that I give up everything to follow Him.

I have to abide in his love. I must. I want to. Pray so that I give up everything, I mean everything to become true disciple of Christ.

Also, as I was sharing with Jordan, talking to a guy name Scott, was an interesting conversation. He seemed philosophy major and talked a lot of stuff that I will never get but he was open and seems like He is searching Him. Even though I didn't talk much, and asked God why I was there and the response I got was that I should pray for him. He already knows some Christianity, he is a thinker. Whenever I'm sharing, I sense the heart of father. I pray that God be merciful to him.

In conclusion, I want to renew my heart and have a heart of Father. I should do this daily!!!

P.S Do leave a comment so I know who visited and I want to check your blog/site too!!! I don't know everybody's.. especially RMP people!

 I can't believe I'm 24 now. Time to get married~ ^^
Today of course is my birthday (Nov. 3rd) and feels like any other day.

People who said "Happy Birthday!" are (in order):

1. Alison (Queen's)
   
2. Courtney (Halifax)
3. Dawei (Kwantlen)
4. Tim (SFU)
5. Brian (SFU)
6. Rita (Zellers)
7. David (UBC)
8. Leah (Eastern)
9. Zoe (Calgary)
10. Christine (Church)
11. Kathleen (Waterloo)
12. Cheryl (Eastern)
13. Daniel Richardsen (Eastern)
14. Paulman Chan (SFU)

#1, 2 & 7 said it without me telling them so I was very surprised!! All project people.
I feel very honoured and loved. I'm so... lovable... >.<

Thanks to you all especially above people. Very much appreciate your attention. keke~ ^^
By the way, where's my present?? (too much?? T.T)

This time by next year, I will have girlfriend for sure!! hahaha!!! Pray for me y'all!

Dawei's getting old. Need to get him a cane. hahaha!!

I want to be in Love...

28 And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. 29 For those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the likeness of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brothers. 30 And those he predestined, he also called; those he called, he also justified; those he justified, he also glorified.

31 What, then, shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be against us? 32 He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things? 33 Who will bring any charge against those whom God has chosen? It is God who justifies. 34 Who is he that condemns? Christ Jesus, who died—more than that, who was raised to life—is at the right hand of God and is also interceding for us. 35 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? 36 As it is written:
"For your sake we face death all day long; we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered." 37 No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. 38 For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, 39 neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Romans 8:28-39

Had a hard time finishing up assignment today. Just so frustrated. There are so many other stuff that I want to learn but who gets the chance to do all. But everytime I prepare my bible study, it really helps me to focus and challenges me to know more. God is gracious to me of how things work out even though I do not deserve it.

I do miss project people and just pray that they are doing well in things they do. I bet I'll see some of them near in the future and see them really in the future as well. Just encouraging to see Shelly going into staff. ("they are not people, they are staff!" by eD). I'm sure she'll do an awesome job. I mean she's passionate and willing to die for the gospel and hope to see her soon. I remember going sharing during RMP (Rocky Mountain Project) and the questions she brings up were so interesting and at the same time have passion to finish the race well. I do miss you Shelly if you get the chance to read this.

In our SFU C4C, we have so many beautiful girls (I mean not as girl but as sister in Christ) that I know well enough to list them here. Jillian, Jill, Amanda, Mindy, Jacky, Caryn to name a few. They are fun to work with and its great to getting to know them as well. Especially, Amanda and Mindy are a nice combo to hang out. I mean Amanda, seriously, she's hilarious. We are better friend than during RMP for sure. She loves to bugs me and vice versa. She's just awesome to be friend with and Mindy side along is oh man, its awesome. They are so cute too!!! And Jillian must find a hansome Korean/Canadian Citizenship guy. ^^ All these girls are younger than me and tons of guys too but they are so mature in their spiritual walk that I don't feel that I'm that old in anyway. Just with Dawei!!!! hahaha!!!

I'm working tomorrow and need to finish up some Ignite (weekly meeting) promotion stuff. Hope that I get to finish things. Pray for me that I'll shine in my work place and school as well. When I get chance, I'll starting bible study with my mom. She's like a baby these days and she was happy I suggested doing bible study. But not very soon though. Also, financially my family is broke as well. Well, God will take care of us. Fun time!!!