Saturday, September 01, 2007

Search and find (destroy!)

A new school year begins and that means some changes for me. Well, is it? I am in search of a new church and this is the time where I want to explore many different church as possible. I don't feel like a student anymore but need to finish one more distant education course which I need to write so many essays with my run on sentence and grammar-freeless english skills. Yak! I was hoping to graduate from university by not writing any essays but I guess I have failed to fulfill that dream.

I haven't been able to think or reflect that much since work keeps me busy but I learn to realize the reality of life. Life is hard. Well, I got that a long time ago but still, the circumstances that I am in doesn't help me to do what I want. I am making excuses here but somethings aren't, really!

I really need a divine guidance on the direction of my life and I see that a life after school gives me more things to think about where during school, its all about exams and homeworks, not that I am saying those are easy but... Well, I guess we are given the responsibility at hands so no complaining there. In a way, I'm glad it is not easy to earn money or to live a life. These things make me a person that I desire to be so that when time comes, I could say "I am ready to go" to places where I have imagined myself to be, more precisely, where God wants me to be as he told Abraham to leave his home town and go. I am blabbering here which means this is my limit for writing today. ^^

p.s. One lesson I learned from work today:

factory fresh KOREAN CUSTOMER = Idiot = RUN for your LIFE! seriously...

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