JungHee Yoon, Sunday School Gr.2 Student [Motorola V3]

I'm no longer sunday school teacher but I really miss her and other students so much. I get to seem them but able to spend time with them much is impossible. After I came back from winter conference, she showed so much affection which I really love. ^^

I feel as if they are my sister and my daughter. God bless them so much!

I just thought what my 'life to do' list might looks like so for fun, without much thinking here is my list:

1. Have a great love story like in the movies
2. Have a daughter who looks like my wife (^^)
3. Be a missionary ministering children
4. Buy Snowboard and ride!
5. Study theology

Well, my list is not that great but I really want those things to happen in my life. I guess #2 might be the most uncontrollable thing. >.<

I really want #2 & #3 to happen in my life. They would be top and #1 would be awesome bonus that would stay in my heart whole life time. #4 & #5 would be so much fun fun fun!!! So there is my 'top 5 life to do list'.

ps. do not use soap (especially the ones without moisterizer) for your face. I recommend Spectro Jel. Soap made my face too oily. Spectro Jel is a bit expensive but its worth it cause I'm worth it. >.<

[Feb. 25, 2007]
I thought I explain a bit more why I chose those 5. (List is not particularly order of importance)

1. It would be so awesome that I could fall in love with somebody. That would be a miracle. Who wouldn't want to fall in love and get married? For me, get married should by my purpose. I think 'Purpose Driven Life' misses that. >.<

2. As I said in the comment, I always wanted to have a little sister from when I was young. But of course that is not going to happen so having a daughter gives me a more chance. I love seeing little girls at church and they are all cute. I really miss not being sunday school teacher anymore. Even though I don't get much pressure doing, but I really miss seeing them every sunday.

3. Who wouldn't want to be a missionary if you are a christian? I always have a heart for kids and teaching kids is so much fun. There are so many kids out there without parents and hunger hunts them. When somebody mentioned about North Korean orphans, I thought it would be awesome to be a missionary there until the communist breaks down and Korea becomes one.

4. Snowboard is my favourite sport and didn't get much chance to ride it so when I am able to afford it, that is the first on the list and the lift pass as well.

5. Starting last year, many of new testament books really intrigues me. I have read bible constantly ever since I become christian, did bible once a year at three times, but that never made me say wow. But as I grow, I guess God opens my eyes to see so many interesting things. Also C4C really helped me to see some verses that I never knew that was so interesting.

I have no idea if above writing makes sence. Don't want to proof read but I hope you get the sense. God bless!

I think I like Coke better than Pepsi because of the design. Not much about the taste. If you can differentiate the taste, that's awesome but probably I can't. I prefer Coke. Always.

What about you? Pepsi or Coke? And why?

I feel like writing in Korean and believe I can express myself better with it today. I write this mainly for myself so please forgive me if you do not understand Korean. ^^ (I believe all people who visit here won't understand this.)

오늘 아침부터 마음이 많이 외로웠다. 보통 외로워 하는 편이 아닌데 외로워서 그런지 '그 사람'이 보고 싶었다. '그 사람'이 누구인지는 비밀. 뭐 나랑 친한 친구이면 다들 알것이다. 내가 하도 말이 많아서 말이지. Loretta, Tsui, and Dawei 와 함께 만나 정말 오랜만에 친구들과 논것이다. 하도 Loretta를 어리게 보는 나이기에 너무 놀린거 같해서 좀 미안하다. 항상 누구랑 장난으로 놀리고 나서 후회한다. 나의 그런 모습을 바꺼야 하는데 항상 까먹고 산다.

외로움을 많이 일터에서 느꼈다. 토요일이라 또 다른 stock guy가 있어서 심심하지는 않았지만 하도 열심이(^^) 일하는 나이기에 왠만한 일은 내가 한거 같다. 그 친구는 티비보느라 정신이 팔렸다. 끝까지 일하면 열심이 일하자 하는 마음가짐이 없었으면 나도 대충 놀면서 일을 했을것이다. 박스를 정리하면서 하나님께서 보시고 또 나의 reputation을 위해 누가 보지는 않아도 열심이 일했다. 누구랑 비교해서 외로움을 느낀것일까? 나도 모르겠다.

근데 오늘 외로움과 그리움이 나를 더 생각하게 하는 것은 내가 얼마나 하나님을 그리워하지 않은 것을 느꼈다. 내가 하루 하루 살면서 하나님을 구하고 아니 보고 싶어하는 사람이 아닌것을 깨닷게 한다. 월요일에 친구와 얘기를 하면서 하나님과의 Intimacy를 생각하게 한다. 내일은 교회가서 하나님께 예배드린느 날이다. 나의 외로움과 그리움을 다 내려놓고 하나님을 만나고자 하는 기도를 드린다.

나에게 갈급함을 주시는 하나님께 감사드린다. 나를 약하게 만드신 하나님께 감사드린다. 내 삶의 부족함에 하나님께 감사를 드린다. 지금 내가 나인 것에 하나님께 감사를 드린다. 왜냐하면 나를 만드신 분은 바로 하나님이시기 때문이다. 내가 기도하는 친구가 하나님을 찾았으면 하는 큰 소망이 있다. 그리고 나의 삶에 정말 바라는 희망이 있다. 바로 사랑이다. ^^

My conversation with Tim on Friday Feb. 17th

this is what Tim says: (11:12:36 PM)
hows my favourite eddie?
out of all the eddie's i know, you're my favourite
[eD] osakaed.blogspot.com says: (11:12:47 PM)
that sounds gay man!!
this is what Tim says: (11:13:01 PM)
maybe you're gay
[eD] osakaed.blogspot.com says: (11:13:22 PM)
no.. maybe you are
this is what Tim says: (11:13:37 PM)
how is what i said gay?
[eD] osakaed.blogspot.com says: (11:13:57 PM)
favourite eddie?
this is what Tim says: (11:14:25 PM)
yeah, out of all the eddie's i know
i thinkn you're the best eddie out of all the other eddies
[eD] osakaed.blogspot.com says: (11:15:15 PM)
probably i'm the best looking...
this is what Tim says: (11:15:38 PM)
actually you're the only eddie i know
i only know 1/1 eddies
i know a lot of people named kevin though
[eD] osakaed.blogspot.com says: (11:15:53 PM)
so i'm the best looking...
this is what Tim says: (11:16:59 PM)
yeah you're hot

i have no comment. >.<

Street Fighter !!!!!

LOL!!!!

At work I was stocking milk and the store manager and the supervisor came up to me and asked if I was interested in joining retail side of HBC. Before the store manager asked me, he was very pleased with my work and how much he appreciate it. He even asked me what I'm planning to do after school. Both of them thought I would be a good team member to join retail work. I was very flattered to hear that and I never thought myself in retail business. I thought a few times it would be a fun to manage a store and actually being asked to jump in was very surprising. Well, from that encounter today, I assume they value my work which made be happy. Many times, I see that I want to be accepted and by the honest hard work that I do at work, and even though the supervisors don't see me work every minute of me, I'm glad that they are satisfied with me. It is encouraging to see that and as I do earn every dollar with honest work, I believe God honours my work as if I'm working for the Lord. In Colossians 3:23 "Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men" and I try to live by that even though I'm not a slave of any men but an employee of Zellers. So my plan after school has increased even though this option is not likely to happen but it can be an adventure. I NEVER thought myself in retail. Oh boy!~ Praise God for honouring me this way. If I wasn't strengthened by God, I don't believe this kind of things can happen.
2 Corinthians 12:10b "For when I am weak, then I am strong."

Also, this is my next week's schedule. So much work!!! ^^